My Love Tank

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		11
Acts of Service:		7
Physical Touch:		6
Receiving Gifts:		3
Words of Affirmation:		3

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Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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Absent Makes The Heart Fonder

The feeling of not getting to see you is miserable... However I will learn to overcome it. For the entire day, I am looking forward to your sms and calls. Although not getting to see you is miserable, it makes me understand how much I miss you and how important you are. Now I truly understand the phase "Absent Makes The Heart Fonder."

When I received your sms today, I feel liked I am in cloud No.9! And when you called me, I feel I am on top of the World! So I guess if I get to see you, I will break down in tears of joy... hahaha... All I want to do is to give you a big warmth hug when I get to see you!

I understand you mugging diligently and definitely there are a lot of readings to do. Calm down baby! I have faith in you that you will be able to do it. I believe in you! I can't help you much in mugging and therefore I can only give you moral support and physical support by buying you makan that you crave for or entertain you when you are too stressed. So Study Hard!

Footnote: I Miss You Very Much...

Happy One Month Anniversary!

Time really flies. Last month on this date at this time, we've gotten together. Everything seems so surreal! Although it is only a month being together, it feels like a lifetime.

There are still unsolved issues for us. I hope we can overcome them together and move on to our lovely journey. I believe as long our faith are strong, we can overcome any issues. Trust me! Trust me that we can do it together. You are not alone!

I said before I will care for you, protect you and love you and this will always be my promise to you. I will never leave you in the lurch. I do not want to share your joy only, I want to share your agony, your sorrow, your fustrations.

I want to be your cushion when you fall, be your punching bag when you are angry, be your tissue when you cry. I will always be there for you, now and forever.

I look forward to every month of this day and I hope it is the same for you. Let us build our little kingdom together day by day, month by month, year by year.

Footnote: I LOVE YOU!

Jaded...

As I was running a labtest, my I-tunes was playing Kelly Poon's Ai Wu Li and this song suddenly struck me with it's lyrics. Finally I understand why you listen to this song.

So now, should I go or stay? Life is always making choices. Making a wrong choice is the last thing I wanna do. Why do you keep everything to yourself? Why can't things just stay in the past and not let it affect the present?

Is your trust for me not enough? Am I not worth to deal this problem together with you?

Having mixed feelings and feeling jaded... Dun wanna be pushy and therefore suffer in silence is the only choice. When will all these end? Understand you are in a difficult position and it's not your fault. Why do guilt has to strike us? There wasn't any betrayal but why is there guilt? Is it a bad thing to be nice? Why people often take kindness as weakness?

Am I pathing the path for you to take me for granted? Am I pathing the path for you to neglect me? Maybe I am the one that cause all these problems...

Footnote: Waiting sillily for everything to come to a stop...

Fools In Love

Fools in love, well are there any other kinds of lovers?
Fools in love, is there any other kind of pain?

Everything you do, everywhere you go now
Everything you touch, everything you feel
Everything you see, everything you know now
Everything you do, you do it for your baby
Love your baby, love your baby
Love your baby, love...

Fools in love, are there any creatures more pathetic?
Fools in love, never knowing when they've lost the game

Everything you do, everywhere you go now
Everything you touch, everything you feel
Everything you see, everything you know now
Everything you do, you do it for your baby
Love your baby, love your baby
Love your baby, love...

Fools in love they think they're heroes
'Cause they get to feel no pain I say fools in love are zeros
I should know, I should know
Because this fool's in love again

Fools in love, gently hold each others hands forever
Fools in love, gently tear each other limb from limb

Everything you do, everywhere you go now
Everything you touch, everything you feel
Everything you do, even your rock 'n' roll now
Nothing mean a thing except you and your baby
Love your baby, love your baby
Love your baby, love...

Fools in love they think they're heroes
'Cause they get to feel no pain I say fools in love are zeros
I should know, I should know
Because this fool's in love again

Footnote: I know, I know because I'm the Fool!

Irritating Attachment!

Finally gotten my paycheck yesterday! Guess what? I am only worth $16 per day! My cab fare is much more costly than my pay! Anyway with this paycheck, i can settle a few things on hand now! I wonder when can I clear my debt totally!

I can't wait for this attachment to be over so that I can start making money. I am liked so stuck here! I can't meet clients because I am liked stuck in the western side of Singapore! And worst of all, I am late for work frequently! I just got lecture by my supervisor again! Guess if I am late again, I will be send back to NP. The annoying thing is they keep implying that I will affect the rest of the students coming to this company because of my impression created here. I hate this most. I dun like to drag others down because of my fault! I really feel like withdrawing from this attachment.

However I will not allow myself to do it! If I do it that means I fail to my own promise. From now on, I will wake up 5.30 every morning. If 1 alarm is not enuff to wake me up, I will get 2 or 3 or 4... I must not let this lateness take over me and ruin me!

But before I can do that, my manager just called up Dr Geng and told her that she is giving me a final warning! Great! If I'm going to late for another min in the next 3 mths, i will be send back to school! Arghh... Can this 3 months quickly pass? I hate this place! So far and out of the way! Whichever it is, I will not allow myself to be send back! I will get through this! I WILL!

Footnote: Change to suit the environment.

Random...

Last Saturday was the pre-Holloween party at MOS. Sweetie gotten me a red kimono to dress as Geisha that nite. I wanted a smurf or rooster costume instead but the rooster costume is too big due to the rooster head.

Met up with sweetie and her cousins at 8plus and started dressing up. It was the 2nd time I cross-dress. Still rem the first time I cross-dressed was at JC with Terry and the rest! I was a St Nick gal then! So happening! Miss those good old days! Anyway when we hit the streets of Boat Quay that night, thousand of pair of eyes were on us! So many people stop us to take pictures! Now I understand the pleasure of being in the limelight! hahaha



However the crowd in MOS was a letdown. The ration of people dressing up vs people without costume is 2:8! Drink in MOS is expensive too! A jug of vodka cranberry and a beer cost us $67! The vodka cranberry tasted of cranberry more than vodka! Can someone tell MOS to be more generous in their alcohol?

Before meeting the gang to party, I was having my wakeboard training! Finally I was nailing 2 wakes constantly on my heelside! Therefore I headed on for my toeside 1 wake! I hope I can master this asap so that I can do toeside 2 wakes and nail some grabs as well! Planning to have more injuries as time goes by! hahaha! crazy fucker i m!

Today I went back Ngee Ann to present to a group of foreign delegates from the Asean Youth Ship! The feeling of heading back to NP and seeing so many students around really make me miss NP very much! It is a waste that I won't be able to receive my certificate with my fellow classmates. I also kind of think about results the past few sems! Full of energy when I came in to NP but this form of energy slowly drains off with so many other things that come along the way! Another semester and I have to bid farewell to NP, a place where sorrow and happiness has been produced! Whichever it is, I have to thank NP for the shelter for the past 3 years! Now I just can't wait for my attachment to end so that I can head back to NP and study!

Life has been pretty messy for me recently! I have mixed feelings and I feel so vexed over it! I just hope this freaking feeling will go away soon! Dun want this to drain me up! I will learn to face it and conqueror it!

Footnote: Match up to my own expectations!