AGM

Today is NACC AGM. I was only there for the photo session. Congrats to those being selected in the main com.

Now the sprinting team is down at Villa Bali drinking. Once again I miss the fun... Last time when they were drinking there, I landed in hospital because I burst my right ear drum during wakeboarding training. This time is exams. Sigh... I really wanna be with them and enjoy.

If I have done my studies earlier and went out lesser, I guess I can be more relax now. I guess it's pointless to cry over spill soup. Anyway I found out why I am so stressed. It's because I want to enter University so much. If I do not have this goal, I guess my life will be much easier, so much easier...

One more day is to my first paper. I really dunno how I will fare this round. I thought poly would be a breeze for me but I am wronged. I feel more stressful each time I take exams. I wonder will I be even more stressful next exam than now.

Footnote: Stress is part and parcel of life.

Happy Birthday To You!

Happy Birthday Adrian! It's my birthday today. Have you ever wonder why birthday must be happy? Why no one wish you an angry birthday or a sad birthday?

I guess it's because every other day you will be sad or angry so on this day of your birth, people hope you can be happy and free from anger and sadness. Anyway a birthday is just another day in life. It just reminds you that you're one year older.

To me the most important person during my birthday is not myself but rather it should be my mummy... She carried me for ten months, going through all the uncomfortable things during expecting and on the day of my birth, she had to go through labour pain, leaving alone all the shit I gave to her all these years. I guess she should be the one to be recognise during this day. Thank you Mum!

I haven't been having a pleasant birthday celebration or rather never really celebrate since I was 18... Sometimes I just wonder when will I have a joyous and trouble free celebration... Perhaps I have to work for it. Just like what my officer told me during NSF days, it's a privilege and not a right!

Oh yah... my birthday is like during exam period. What a letdown right? I'm still not ready for my exams. My confidence level is at critical stage... To top it up, my gf is upset with me.

Hope I have a Happy Birthday next year!!!

Footnote: Happy Birthday! May my wishes come true!

Stress stress stress

I am so stressed! Help me!!! I got much to study, so little time to study! I think i m so fried this time. I want to say give me a break but if i say that i am a gonner. At time like this, I want a super mind and eyes.

Super eyes to scan through all the notes and a super mind to remember all the formulas and facts and theory.

I can only keep my finger cross now and pray everything will go well for me.

Footnote: Pray for Worst and Hope for the Best!

Exam Stress

Next week will be my final exams for this semester. All in all, I got 4 papers to take. Today I just had my CT2 for TPHM.

I just can't wait for this whole exam to stop. I am feeling very stressed now! Everytime exam period, I would feel very stress. I really hate this feeling. However this feeling is inevitable if I want to carry on studying. Perhaps this stress is a sign that I am using a wrong method to study.

So much for the stress thingy. This morning I was in school attending a CPTC briefing. I found out that the first 3 days will be 9am-5pm only and the rest will be 12noon-8pm. Oh ya... I almost forgotten I got shift work in the last week.

Guess I have to start changing my plans for this holidays.

Footnote: Once decided, there is no turning back. You just have keep moving on!

Updates

It has been a long while since my last post. Hmmm... I guess I should do it now. My blog is rotting with the time. hahaha...

Where should I begin? Let me think... Exams are in 2 weeks time. After my exams, I will be going to Jurong Island for a 6 weeks of CPTC training. It's part of my module. This means my holidays are gone. Time really flys. Still remember when I just enrolled in NP. In about a year time, I will be graduating. So many things happen these 2 years.

So much about studies... My relationship is ... Hmm... We just had a big talk last Sunday. I just hope we can pull through this crisis. Quarrels between couple are inevitable however too many quarrels are unhealthy. It drains people. To me a relationship is more than love. The couple needs to understand each other, be considerate and sensitive and lastly be easily contended. When you are easily contented, you will be less demanding and you will lower your expectations about the other half. This will in return make you feel better and happier.

Recently I have been watching a lot of Grey Anatomy. I guess I have to say I am addicted to G.A. This drama is in it 2nd season. I stopped at episode 13. This drama is in between Shrubs and ER. This is a very down to earth drama. From this drama I have found my 2nd dream or goal in life. Ever since I lost my childhood dream and goal at 19, I have been searching it. It was definitely an attainable goal but life is so unpredictable. To make it worse, I never have any backup plans.

Now that I have it, my life has a direction. I fill with hope and energy to achieve my goal. I just hope I can achieve my 2nd dream and goal and not once again losing it.

Footnote: Life is tough but life still goes on...